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Monday, October 23rd, 2006

Subject:del amitri - tell her this
Time:10:53 pm.
Mood:song fits.
Tell her not to go
I ain't holding on no more
Tell her something in my mind freezes up from time to time

Tell her not to cry
I just got scared that's all
Tell her I'll be by her side, all she has to do is call

Tell her the chips are down
I drank too much and shouted it aloud
Tell her something in my heart
Needs her more than even clowns need the laughter of the crowd

Tell her what was wrong
I sometimes think to much
But say nothing at all
And tell her from this high terrain, I am ready now to fall

Tell her not to go
I ain't holding on no more
Tell her nothing if not this; all I want to do is kiss her

Tell her something in my mind
Freezes up from time to time.
Comments: 2 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Monday, July 3rd, 2006

Subject:who wants to live forever
Time:4:06 pm.
Music:queen - who wants to live forever.
There’s no time for us
There’s no place for us
What is this thing that builds our dreams yet slips away
From us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever....?

There’s no chance for us
It’s all decided for us
This world has only one sweet moment set aside for us

Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?

Who dares to love forever?
When love must die

But touch my tears with your lips
Touch my world with your fingertips
And we can have forever
And we can love forever
Forever is our today
Who wants to live forever
Who wants to live forever?
Forever is our today

Who waits forever anyway?
Comments: 2 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Saturday, June 10th, 2006

Subject:woooooow
Time:12:58 am.
Mood: accomplished.
Music:none.
everyone enjoy two of my managers....just being themselves.
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, April 18th, 2006

Subject:seatbelts - blue
Time:5:20 pm.
Mood: busy.
Music:seatbelts - blue.
Never seen a blue sky
Yeah I can feel it reaching out
And moving closer
There's something about blue
Asked myself what it's all for
You know the funny thing about it
I couldn't answer
No I couldn't answer

Things have turned a deeper shade of blue
And images that might be real
May be illusion
Keep flashing off and on
Free
Wanna be free
Gonna be free
And move among the stars
You know they really aren't so far
Feels so free
Gotta know free
Please
Don't wake me from the dream
It's really everything it seemed
I'm so free
No black and white in the blue

Everything is clearer now
Life is just a dream you know
That's never ending
I'm ascending
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Thursday, March 23rd, 2006

Subject:remember this?
Time:3:01 am.
I know your life is empty
And you hate to face this world alone
So you're searching for an angel
Someone who can make you whole
I cannot save you; I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you (I am just as fucked as you)

I can not save you; I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me
Please don't take pity on me

My life has been a nightmare
My soul is fractured to the bone
If I must be lonely
I think I'd rather be alone...
(I think I'd rather be alone)

You cannot save me
You can't even save yourself
I cannot save you; I can't even save myself
Save yourself
So just save yourself




if you didnt walk through the halls singin this song at least 50% of the year...i pity you.
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Wednesday, March 8th, 2006

Subject:ok
Time:2:26 am.
Mood: good.
Music:Madonna - Frozen.
ok i decided its time for an actual...semi...update...type thing.

********************so here we go****************

umm lets see....im not in school this semester. didnt have much of a taste for OCC. in fact i even threw it up a couple of times. but you all dont want to hear about my regurgitory habits. im hoping to attend brockport in the fall. in the meantime i shall be working and having a short break.

speaking of working. i just got a job at regal shoppingtown. so if anyone wants to see some free movies you know who to ask. thats right....someone else.

ive gotten a bit back into DDR in the past month or so. and ive actually been doing pretty well. 5 new AAAs. rock.

ive rekindled my love for a special someone. thats right. im sure a lot of you already know who it is. shes been a huge part of my life for a long time. hell i feel like i even grew up with her. thats right.....the amazing bands of the 90's. oh yeah and she rocks my world. remember Beck? yeah you do. what about blur..they had that one song...you know the name right? and how you gonna try to come over to my house without knowin Fastball and the deftones?! you know i will not let you through the door without you givin me a song by tonic or STP. and BUSH come on people who DIDNT sing along with machinehead and swallowed. oh and so many more.

so aside from being a little nervous about starting the job things are actually....not goin too bad. only thing left is to meet a nice girl. thatd be nice.

well anyway....yup im pretty sure i am out of stuff to say. i know i know....im your only means of entertainment BUT it has to end sometime. if things keep goin this way ill probably be updating more anyway.


eryting be ayrie
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, February 28th, 2006

Subject:hmmmmmmmm
Time:2:19 am.
Mood: bored.
Music:lily frost - who am i.
you_are_ryuhou
Ryuhou


The Scryed Character Selector!
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Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, February 21st, 2006

Subject:why not
Time:3:16 am.
Music:dangerdoom - crosshairs.
Step 1: Get your playlist together mp3 player, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Write down the first line from the first 20 songs that play or close to it.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correct

1: Had to find some higher ground
2: ive got this feelin that theres somethin that ive missed
3: when the sun came up we were sleepin in
4: i am still livin with your ghost
5: today on the streets in the metro its a melancholy day
6: take me down to the underground
7: wake up dreamer its happening without you
8: the atlantic was bon today and ill tell you how (mad easy)
9: you cut me down a tree and brought it back to me (another easy one)
10: you'll find it hiding in shadow
11: C'est la vie have your leaves all turned to brown (hahaha)
12: its as simple as something that nobody knows
13: when you walk away you dont hear me say..
14: last night i had a dream about you
15: im thinking of your wide open eyes
16: i know what youre doin i see it all too clear
17: i dont know what he does to make you cry
18: and so it is just like you said it would be
19: i walk under cover of darkness looked up into the television sky tonight
20: ive got the understanding of a 4 year old




there ya be. im not actually gonna bother crossing them out so have fun.
Comments: 3 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Friday, February 17th, 2006

Subject:eh
Time:3:06 am.
Mood: blah.
We belong together
And you know that I'm right
Why do you play with my heart?
Why do you play with my mind?
Said we'd be forever
Said it'd never die
How could you love me and leave me
And never say goodbye

Well, I can't sleep at night without holding you tight
Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry
Pain in my head oh I'd rather be dead
Spinnin' around and around

Although we've come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go,
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

Girl, I know you really love me,
You just don't realize
You've never been there before
It's only your first time
Maybe I'll forgive you
Maybe you'll try
We should be happy together forever, you and I

Can you love me again like you loved me before
This time I want you to love me much more
This time instead, just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me, don't let me down

Although we've come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go,
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you

This time instead just come to my bed
And baby just don't let me down

Although we've come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go,
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Come to the end of the road
Still I can't let go
It's unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, February 7th, 2006

Subject:good song
Time:11:23 pm.
Mood: blah.
Music:goo goo dolls - name.
And even though the moment passed me by
I still can't turn away
Cause all the dreams you never thought you'd lose
Got tossed along the way
And letters that you never meant to send
Get lost or thrown away

And now we're grown up orphans
That never knew their names
We don't belong to no one
That's a shame
But if you could hide beside me
Maybe for a while
And I won't tell no one your name

And I won't tell em your name

Scars are souvenirs you never lose
The past is never far
Did you lose yourself somewhere out there
Did you get to be a star
And don't it make you sad to know that life
Is more than who we are

You grew up way too fast
And now there's nothing to believe
And reruns all become our history
A tired song keeps playing on a tired radio
And I won't tell no one your name
And I won't tell em your name

I think about you all the time
But I don't need the same
It's lonely where you are come back down
And I won't tell em your name
Comments: 4 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Monday, January 30th, 2006

Subject:ahhhhhhhhhhhh
Time:3:45 pm.
Mood: hopeful.
Music:moby - slipping away.
i really needed to update. im not ACTUALLY putting anything of importance in it right now. but yeah. UPDATED
Comments: 2 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Wednesday, December 14th, 2005

Subject:eh
Time:1:53 am.
Ed
Edward Elric


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Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, December 13th, 2005

Subject:Moby - Slipping Away
Time:11:37 pm.
Mood: no friggan idea.
Music:Moby - Slipping Away.
All that we needed was right
A threshold is breaking tonight

Open to everything happy and sad
Seeing the good when it's all going bad
Seeing the sun when I can't really see
Hoping the sun will at least look at me

Focus on everything better today
All that I needed I never could say
Hold on to people, they're slipping away
Hold on to this while it's slipping away

All that we needed tonight
Are people who love us and like
I know how it feels to need
Oh, when we leave here you'll see

Open to everything happy and sad
Seeing the good when it's all going bad
Seeing the sun when I can't really see
Hoping the sun will at least look at me

Focus on everything better today
All that I needed I never could say
Hold on to people, they're slipping away
Hold on to this while it's slipping away

So long (so long, so long)
So long (so long, so long)

Open to everything happy and sad
Seeing the good when it's all going bad
Seeing the sun when I can't really see
Hoping the sun will at least look at me

Focus on everything better today
All that I needed I never could say
Hold on to people, they're slipping away

Hold on to people, they're slipping away
Comments: Life Is A Dream.

Sunday, December 11th, 2005

Subject:saaad song
Time:11:46 pm.
Mood: *siiiiiiiiigh*.
Music:Deathcab For Cutie - What Sarah Said.
And it came to me then that every plan
Is a tiny prayer to father time
As I stared at my shoes in the ICU
That reeked of piss and 409
And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself
that I’d already taken too much today
As each descending peak of the LCD
Took you a little farther away from me
Away from me

Amongst the vending machines
And year old magazines
In a place where we only say goodbye
It stung like a violent wind
That our memories depend
On a faulty camera in our minds
And I knew that you were a truth
I would rather lose
than to have never lain beside at all
Then I looked around at all the eyes on the ground
As the TV entertained itself

Cause there’s no comfort in the waiting room
Just nervous paces bracing for bad news
Then the nurse comes round
And everyone lifts their heads
And I’m thinking of what Sarah said
That love is watching someone die

So who’s going to watch you die?
So who's going to watch you die?
So who's going to watch you die?
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Friday, December 9th, 2005

Subject:hmmm
Time:12:26 am.
Mood: calm.
Music:smashing pumpkins - galapogos.
i wont deny the pain.
i wont deny the change
and should i fall from grace
here with you

will you leave me too?

and if we die right now
this fool you love somehow
is here with you
Comments: 2 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Thursday, November 24th, 2005

Subject:what am i thankful for?
Time:1:34 pm.
not a damn thing
Comments: 3 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Tuesday, November 15th, 2005

Subject:bloc party - plans
Time:12:19 am.
Mood: calm.
Music:bloc party - plans.
Wake up dreamer
It's happening without you
Cut your hair and shave your beard
You squandered your chances

I'll give you a thousand pounds
To show me how you do it
Stop being so laissez-faire
We're all scared of the future

Been training vipers to come for you
In your dreams to release you
Been training vipers to come for you
In your sleep

And the ravens are leaving the tower
And the ravens are leaving the tower
And the ravens are leaving the tower
Make your peace

I've got a taste for blood
Leave the weak, leave the young
I've got a taste for blood
I'm walking out without you

You will kill, or be killed
It's about progress
I've got a taste for blood

Wake up sleepyhead
It's happening without you
Such a nice guy
You tell me everything twice

Whipcrack speed jump
We will run backwards
Stop being so laissez-faire
We're all scared of the future

We make plans for big times
Get bogged down, distracted
We make plans for good times
All neon, all surface

So kiss me before
It all gets complicated
I've got a taste for blood

(I've got a taste for blood, I've got a taste for blood)
(I've got a taste for blood, I've got a taste for blood)
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Friday, October 21st, 2005

Subject:yet another song
Time:1:44 am.
Mood: calm.
Music:mae - anything.
Love, it's the wave I ride
That won't ever reach the shore
Overwhelmed by the tide
of wanting nothing more..tonight
Than to take this time and make it all mine
It's coming around again

[Chorus]
Every now and again sometimes
I get lost on the wind of a dream
The air gets clean and the seas get warmer
and I can do anything
The pain it won't even cross my mind
But there's wonder in everything
The rope gets loose and the chains unbind
and I can do anything

Hope, it's the light that strikes
that burns inside of me
It's a blinding light but somehow I can see...again
When I've lost my way
It's becoming very clear
And it's coming around again

Every now and again sometimes
I get lost on the wind of a dream
The air gets clean and the seas get warmer
I can do anything
The pain it won't even cross my mind
But it's a wonder and everyday
The ropes get loose and the chains unbind
and I can do anything

Somewhere between the darkness and the light
My spirit takes to fly
The colors fill the sky
And I'm free
Oh-oh...

It's coming around again
It's coming around again
It's coming around again

[Chorus] 2x
Comments: Life Is A Dream.

Monday, October 17th, 2005

Subject:i like this song
Time:1:07 am.
Mood: cold.
Music:ATB - the autumn leaves.
I woke under cover of darkness
looked up into the television sky
tonight

I wandered through the city alone this
rain wouldn't stop I couldn't dry my eyes
i cried


who is the one to blame
why is it that you never say
...when the feeling leaves
...if you're through with me

as I'm walking through the rain
cold tears falling down my face
...like the autumn leaves
...on windy day


I went out to the edge of town
over bright highways where the traffic was the only sound
around

while my eyes were looking at the ground
I could see pictures of you floating all around
I didn't doubt
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

Monday, October 10th, 2005

Subject:a dream i had
Time:12:59 pm.
Mood: aw bitch you got jacked bitch.
Music:death cab for cutie - summer skin.
so this is a DREAM i had....*cough*rioux*cough*



im going to the bathroom in a public restroom.

this is a dank nasty bathroom and there are these two guys in there just talkin

so i finish up and all that and i go to wash my hands

but before i can wash my hands the guys attack me

i run out cuz i dont like to fight and im in a restaurant (somehow the bathroom got nasty)

they follow me out to attack me

not caring that there are people

so i finally get sick of it and i turn around to fight them

one has a knife and the other just his fists

i end up kicking their asses cuz im good like that

and then when they were on the ground i was like "thats what you GET for not letting me wash my hands bitch!"




i love how after all that, what i cared about was washing my hands.
Comments: 1 Dreamt The Day Away - Life Is A Dream.

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